The moment, I got hold of my sense; I realized everything up and down by my side. I never thought that I would be born to a family where relations exist but for a name sake, no bonding, no meaning to your life and moreover, no roots. Such relations which forcibly acclaim their value and respect in order to sustain, just seemed to me selfish. How difficult it becomes when you find that you have landed to place where things are implemented to abide and are uprooted. Yes, it pains. It hurts and you scream and shout for those unwanted relationships, those false existences which not only shakes your realities but your dreams too.A dream that every child has, to grow with values, knowledge, wisdom and the most important truth, which he or she can cultivate for ages and ages and remember its essence until a soul is free and take another birth.
Well, this is something that never went ahead with me. Though, I wanted a part of my dream to turn into reality, still I was a complete failure at my end. Life takes its own turns, and this is what we have been made to understand and consoled when we are almost at the edge of giving up .But had we ever given a thought is it life or our surrounding that pull us into horrifying situations and make our life hell. Somehow, we blame life but my personal experience says it is the sphere that we are related with, which makes us move as per their wishes and reasons. The moment you stand apart these fake wishes, you have to face cruelty and hatred by all means.
Life never demands from us rather it wants us to make a move as per our wishes and requirements. It is beautiful and will be beautiful whatever the scenario be and this is what I have realized in all possible way. It was difficult for me to stand against wishes of the relationships that I hold, but still I made it and went ahead with my thoughts, feelings and to say my expectations.
Before you start reading my blogs, I would like to tell you that my feelings are very much confined to situations and the present always take a flash back and meets past.